So suddenly I’m ere again where I was once
Stuck in the middle of the rain
Not wanting to go forward,
Not wanting to step back…
Like a river … still …. Yet … on the move.
And suddenly there appears
Something that I thought would never exist
Among the crowd,
One of the lot
Something common, yet so different.
And so I wish I could have it
But stayed back and avoided
Not knowing when I would drift away.
Too long have I waited
Too long have I cried
The devil is prowling around me
But O Lord, I know for me you died.
Feel like a rock on the tip of a mountain
Shaking to and fro
Will I stay up or fall down,
Not knowing which way to go
Oh restless heart of mine,
know the one who says,
“Be still and know that I am God”
And together let our hearts ablaze.
And then my spirit cries within
Making me feel, once more brave
We were made to keep the faith
Until our souls are saved.